Month: December 2009
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How I really feel today…
A haiku inspired by distance. Insert cuss word here. It makes me have to fight tears. Distance makes me hurt. Sometimes it’s easier than other times, but right now it’s hard. All my other problems make it worse. Maybe it’s just me. I feel really sad and alone. What’s wrong with me? Why isn’t anything…
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Happy Monday!
I have a problem. Well actually, I have a lot of those, but this one is minor. I won the cutest Christmas chalkboard ever from Playing Grown-Up. Isn’t it awesome? No, winning the chalkboard is not the problem. Here’s another picture, but one that she took… As you can see, it’s actually being used as…
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21 Christmases
I thought it’d be fun to look back at past Christmases… My First Christmas: 1988 1989: 1 year old 1990: 2 years old 1991: 3 years old
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A few Decembers ago…
You know you’re getting old when this is your fifth Christmas “with” your boyfriend (or you just met him when you were young). I was 17, a junior, he was 18, a senior. December 2005: This is when my crush on him was far from being a secret and his crush on me was becoming…
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Therapy: Part III
Today was my third, one-hour long therapy session. Unfortunately, I won’t be going back until over a month from now because she will be on vacation and then there’s the Holidays. I’m kinda bummed about that, but I’ll keep working on what we’ve talked about and most of this healing just takes time. Today I…