More complaining, sorry readers.

I seriously have problems.

I have ADD. This is a real symptom: I cannot concentrate on studying for my Micro test because it overwhelms me SO much I can’t even begin. I basically have to teach myself everything because lecture is pointless.

I have anxiety. Symptoms: sweating, “anxious” feeling, shaking, interferes with my concentration
I am stressed and close to depressed. I don’t feel like eating. I can’t sleep well even though I would love to sleep for a long time. I feel hopeless about life. I want to isolate myself from everyone, even though I am so lonely.

Pllleeeasssee God, help me. I need You. I don’t want this to affect my grades that I’ve already worked so hard for. I don’t want it to affect my relationships with others. I don’t want to be crazy. =( I don’t want my friends to think I’m crazy (ok crazier than I already am). I’ve already made it half way through the semester, I can’t stop now. Give me strength!!! Give me whatever else I need, you know best.

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