Tag: family
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Blue Christmas
As evident from my lack of blogging, Ryan is here and I’m lovin’ it. And lovin’ him, oh-soo-much. :) However, as for my Mom’s actions in the past few days… not so much. She has come thisclose to ruining my Christmas spirit and my Ryan high. But I will not let her. She called me…
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I’m getting nuttin’ for Christmas…
…‘Cause I ain’t been nuttin’ but bad. Truthfully, I’m not getting anything for Christmas.* But it’s not about being good or bad. Our Christmas tree will not be showcasing gifts this year. I even told Ryan that I don’t want to exchange gifts because I’d rather him save his money for a car than spend…
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Four months
It’s been four months and I have a lot of scrambled thoughts and feelings that are hard to form into words and sentences. It’s still difficult for me to get the last few weeks of his life off my mind. He appears sick in my dreams and sometimes even frail and close to death like…
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Ryan time over Turkey Day
As of yesterday afternoon, my short but sweet time with my Ryan Love ended. Yes, I already miss him and no, I won’t see him until the next break (Christmas) unless other plans arise. It was almost like a teaser … Now you see him, now you don’t. Don’t get me wrong, I still appreciated…
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Thanksgiving
Be joyful always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus. 1 Thessalonians 5: 16-18 Sometimes it’s really hard to give thanks when unpleasant circumstances blind you from the blessings in your life. I’ve been experiencing that for a while now, but it’s been even worse…