Day After Christmas feelings

I want to move out. I want to move out. I want to move out. I want to move out. I want to move out. I want to move out. I want to move out. I want to move out. I want to move out. I want to move out. I want to move out. I want to move out. I want to move out. I want to move out. I want to move out. I want to move out. I want to move out. I want to move out. I want to move out.


But how and where? I need a solution now.

I cannot stand my Mom for another second. I have so much anger I could pack up everything and be out by tomorrow. I won’t be leaving on good terms.

I don’t want to come back because I no longer have a family. My Mom will have a new family soon and I won’t be a part of it. I hope she’s happy.

I don’t want to be separated from Ryan like we have been the past few years. It breaks my heart in pieces just thinking about having to say goodbye again. I don’t want to say goodbye to him anymore.

God, please, please give me a solution. I am pleading with You.

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