This post you are about to read is what MckMama likes to a “stream of consciousness.”

I’ve wrote a similar one before which I called Organized Rambling. You know, it’s where you literally just ramble on and write all the random things that come to mind and hope that it makes sense… oh and pretend like someone is listening.

It’s the perfect night to write one of these because I am in a super talkative mood! This doesn’t happen very often, but oh do I like when it does happen! It’s fun and not my normal quiet self. I’m sure the other people that have had their ear talked off tonight (my Mom, Nour, and Ryan) don’t like it as much. Who knows, maybe they do.

I haven’t felt very bloggy this month, as you probably already know. I could probably think of something to write about if I really tried, but I feel pressured not to bore my readers. And the things I could write about are boring. Oh well. But now I will talk advantage of my talkative mood before I go to bed. And if you read this, then thanks for listening! :)

But let me tell you… this weekend won’t be boring! RYAN IS COMING TO SEE ME! It’s our weekend to celebrate Valentine’s Day because this past weekend he was at an Ultimate Frisbee tournament in snowy and cold Ohio. All these crazy boys (and some girls) choose to risk getting frostbite rather than spend V-Day weekend with their loved ones. Weirdos! :) I still love you though, Ryan.

Thankfully, this week is already going by fast! Tonight I kept thinking that it was Monday. Oh shoot! That reminds me, I forgot to watch the Duggars since I forgot it was Tuesday. Dang, I’ll have to catch it later. I should’ve known it was Tuesday because I was babysitting tonight like I often do on Tuesday nights. Then again, I also sometimes babysit Mondays and Thursdays and then pretty much any other day anyone needs me and I’m available. So nevermind about that.

Tonight when I got home my ears were on fire! Sometimes they get hot and red and it seems like for no particular reason (the outside of them). Does this happen to anyone else or am I even weirder than I thought? Oh and I have a tonsil stone (ew) that is making my ear and throat hurt. Sometimes they do that, or other times they make me want to gag (like last week). Seriously, I have way too many issues and I promise I don’t make them up!

Oh about the sleeping disruptions I mentioned two posts ago… I appreciate your suggestions, but I think I might’ve been a little unclear. I don’t really have trouble getting to sleep, it’s just that I wake up in the morning before my alarm goes off and it’s annoying. It might be because sometimes I turn my alarm off so I’m waking up to see if I’ve done that and missed class. I also have annoying dreams a lot that make me feel like I’m not getting good sleep (even though REM sleep is supposed to be good?). Last night I had a dream that Ryan and I broke up and I woke up sweating and hot (and sad). The night before I had a dream I met my blog friend Mrs. Haid and her cute baby. It’s not the first time I’ve had blog related dreams… or dreams about breaking up. Sometime I’m going to write a post about recurring dreams of mine… because my dreams are more eventful than real life.

Did I mention Ryan will be here THIS WEEKEND?! Oh, yes I did. But it’s notable and exciting enough to mention twice!

I’m ready for spring. SO READY. The spring fever is increasing by the second, but it keeps getting colder outside. My Mom and I were talking about how much we hate winter and how it seems like it’s always winter here. Also, our cats have been driving us crazy because they are tired of winter too. It’s true. And it’s also true that I need to move out of the mid-west, which I’ve mentioned a million times before. Can’t-take-this-four-season-decidious-forest-stuff-anymore. Will-go-crazy (crazier, I mean).

Since I’ve already mentioned being crazy pretty much this whole post, I might as well add something else. I mess with my hair allll the time, but I can’t stop and it drives me crazy. If I shave my head, you know why.

Umm… I hope this anxiety medicine kicks in really soon. Don’t you? ;-)

And I hope you will still be my (blog) friend after hearing all this. I must go to sleep because I gotta get up in 8 hours for class! Sweet dreams (to you and me!)

P.S. (Because when you’re talkative, you can’t just end a conversation at your first goodbye) …
Feel free to comment about any random thoughts or any strange issues you may have. I’d love to listen!

Good night!






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